‘Maybe we get the God we need.’ Photo: by Michael Preston of BYM

‘I don’t think my job’s about being comfortable.’

On the record: Paul Parker, interviewed by Joseph Jones

‘I don’t think my job’s about being comfortable.’

by Joseph Jones 11th February 2022

Perhaps we should start with where Quakerism begins for you, personally.
I was a young teenager. I’d grown up in a household where one parent came from a non-conformist background and ran the Sunday school in the village chapel. The other was (and is) a fundamentalist atheist of the Richard Dawkins type who hopes ‘everybody will see the dark one day’. So religion was always a bit of a talking point. I used to go along to Sunday School but increasingly felt that I was being told I believed things that I didn’t believe. So I went looking for a religious experience that was a better fit. Eventually I went to a Quaker Meeting because some friends suggested it. It was the first time anybody asked me what I believed rather than telling me. Then, when I asked them what they believed, they didn’t know either. There was a sense of a shared journey. You could get into a real discussion about what God is, whether God is, and what that means in your life. I found that intriguing, as was the silent worship. That was really difficult at first – it’s not an easy thing to do – but the lack of rigidity and structure and certainty appealed to me enormously.