‘I know that my friend does not want his life to be ended while his pain is under control, yet the option should be there if and when he can take no more.’ Photo: by Rae Galatas on Unsplash

‘The option should be there.’

Late blooming: Barrie Mahoney tackles the subject of terminal illness and assisted dying

‘The option should be there.’

by Barrie Mahoney 10th November 2023

The ongoing debate about assisted dying in the UK, and in many other countries, is much more relevant to me now that I have been diagnosed with terminal cancer.

Don’t misunderstand me, I currently have no intention of going anywhere and, of course, I am determined to prove the doctors wrong. Despite the bravado that cancer sufferers often display, in those dark hours of the night, like so many in my position, I often wonder how I will deal with those last few days and hours.

It’s not death that troubles me, but the pain, loss of dignity, loss of independence, and the burden that it places upon others – particularly those that are closest – that troubles me most.

In response to my many questions about the issue, my consultant assures me that there will be drugs available to ease any pain (I note the word ‘ease’ and not ‘eliminate’). Nursing support, or indeed a hospice place, would be available if necessary. Despite his well-meaning, kindly, confident assurance, I am not so sure. I know that our local hospice is only accepting terminally-ill patients in the final day or two of impending death. This restriction is due to capacity, funding and staffing issues, which I find alarming since one’s date of death is difficult to determine accurately. Such is the demand for such places that a peaceful end to one’s life in the hospice is not assured, given the lottery of admission and appropriate care. Personally, I would like to die at home, surrounded by people that I love in a place that I feel comfortable. But I know that this may not be possible, or sensible, when the time comes.

So, what’s the answer? To me, it is very clear. Would we let a dog or cat – or indeed any animal – suffer from an incurable illness when we could see that they are in pain or distress? For most people, the answer would be ‘No, of course not’. Would we not try to ease their pain and to make their end as comfortable as possible in a place where they feel loved and secure? (I accept that there is a very different morality when it comes to the appalling treatment of farm animals and their slaughter.) Can we not offer the same compassion to humans, too?

I sometimes wonder if I would be happy to spend around £10,000, if I could afford it, for a one-way flight to the Dignitas Clinic in Switzerland. There I could decide to end my life legally, with a couple of tablets, and at a time and manner of my choosing. Of course, this option is a non-starter for most people, but more enlightened governments in the Netherlands, Belgium and elsewhere have made it much easier for assisted dying to take place in their countries, and this is being seriously considered in many others.

The issue is once again being debated in the UK parliament, and I truly hope that it will not be too long before the UK recognises that it is now time for compassion to be at the heart of a new law to allow assisted dying.

There are often well-stated and passionate arguments relating to the prevention of abuse. Some fear relatives who might be anxious to get their hands on the sick person’s estate. But protections can be, and are, put in place to prevent such abuse in other countries, so why not in the UK?

Although Quakers have not at this stage of the debate definitively stated their collective, discerned view, there are numerous and often reasonable objections from many religious bodies that are already being carefully considered in this debate. But what I do object to is the view that assisted dying is ‘against God’s will’, and as such is regarded as a sin. As a Quaker, I find it hard to balance a loving God, the Spirit, or Whatever, wishing to prolong our pain and misery. This is a view that I personally find difficult to take seriously. It is for this reason that I would like to see well meaning, but often dogmatic, clerics removed from this parliamentary debate, and replaced with informed views from the dying, or the medical profession, as well as lawmakers who have dealt with a similar challenge in other countries.

A young friend of mine has mouth cancer. He has lost his tongue and can no longer eat or speak, and he grows weaker by the day. Over the years that I have known him, we have shared a love of growing orchids. I send messages to him regularly, together with a photo of one of his favourite blooms when I discover a new one to share. Although he is seriously ill, I know that he does not want his life to be ended while his pain his under control, yet the option should be there if and when he can take no more.

If an assisted dying bill were to be eventually passed by the UK parliament, I doubt that patients would be queuing up at the doors asking for their lives to be ended immediately. The will to live is very strong in most of us, despite suffering from some truly dreadful health conditions. I meet and speak to many patients in the cancer ward, as well as online, and I know of very few who would request assisted dying at their stage of illness.

Recent proposals suggest that it is only in the last six months of a terminal condition that the right to an assisted death should be agreed. Many believe that such restrictions are unnecessary given the wide range of serious health conditions and circumstances, but it would be a start.


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